Two days ago I made the decision to give up soft drinks and hard candy for Lent. I also decided to get some exercise in my life for at least the next 40 days and hopefully it sticks with me after the 40 days. Additionally I have also I will resume life on Facebook starting February 26
Today I woke up with something weighing me down. Decisions that need to be made in my life has messed with with me mentally. Should I stay or should I go. Should I let well enough alone. Should I fix what I know I broken? Should I tell them that it isn't going to work the way I thought it would? I feel myself crying inside. I give up. I am done trying to make myself happy. It cannot be done.