Tuesday, June 14, 2011

Big little stuff

It's relevant that there isn't a care in the world. You say it's too small or little to matter. Yeah well it's the little things that causes the big things; it grows,it festers, it becomes real. I feel that it's coming ever so close to make a change ....

Monday, June 13, 2011


See I was trying to be your confidant. I tried to be make things better. You push me into a corner and act childish of course I will be the same too. Don't try to act like it's my fault. You know my condition you know what I've dealt with.
I am a doctor note away from having a serious problem.
I gave you what you want under distress you cannot force one to do what you want as this is not the way life goes.
I have never forced anyone to do anything against their will. Never! Never! Never!

Sunday, June 12, 2011

Better than human

You have known my situation. You know how things have been for me. Just because you have one day of turmoil I am suppose to erase this period of darkness away? It don't work like that. I a human with human feelings. I understand your a human too but as the saying goes I have to make me better before I can make anyone else better.

Thursday, June 9, 2011


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Well its been a long time since I wrote here. I am wiping away the cobwebs; removing the dust. My talent has never diminished to this I just felt that I didn't need this but I guess I wasnt fully truthful with myself.

There are plenty of other demons within that still need to escape. My doc tells me I should get back to writing as it helps me through this. So here. I am back at writing.