Friday, May 28, 2010

F*** it Friday

I was asked to change my ways and I have done this but changing has not been good enough. I have been asked to be a better person I did and still failed. If you will look for faults in a human; you will definitely find them. If you look for a reason to make someone to go then you have will achieve them. If you look for a something to bad for a person you will succeed. I say to this is it. I am done with this I enjoy your friendship, I enjoy what we had but I don't think I can do this any longer. I hate being the enemy. I hate being the one that is constantly wrong. I am not 100% bad, I will admit I am not 100% good either and I admit to the world I have done wrong and to this I apologize....

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

What’s the highest u can count?

18 since I gave 10 toes and 10 fingers so there....

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Saturday, May 15, 2010

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

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Why do you go by the name J Dawg?

Becuz of business people who try to google mi name

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Do you have a crush on ne of ur friends right now? ;)

What kind of blanket do you go to sleep with?

i have a big black and grey blanket i sleep with

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Do u think cows are yummie?? =P

What would you normally be doing if you weren’t answering questions on chacha.me?

How often do u go to the movie theatre?

Would you rather undergo two root canals in one day or break your foot?

What are you doing?

What was your favorite birthday?

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would you fuck a clown or a midget first?

Do u keep ur room messy or are u a neat freak?

I am very messy but I try to keep everything clean when needed tho

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Thursday, May 6, 2010

What’s the most spontaneous thing you have ever done and why?

Honestly I don't know or remember? I am usually spontaneous a lot of the time. My life motto is expect the unexpected with me.

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Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Do you pee in the shower?

If you were given the chance to experience what it is like to be deaf (provided you aren't already) for a day, would you take it?

Just a day yes. and to be blind too as long as it was for a day

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If you could choose to know any ONE thing about the future, what would you want to know?

1 of my favorite poems of the lord.

Footprints in the Sand

One night I dreamed I was walking along the beach with the Lord. Many scenes from my life flashed across the sky.

In each scene I noticed footprints in the sand. Sometimes there were two sets of footprints, other times there was one only.

This bothered me because I noticed that during the low periods of my life, when I was suffering from anguish, sorrow or defeat, I could see only one set of footprints, so I said to the Lord,

“You promised me Lord,
that if I followed you, you would walk with me always. But I have noticed that during the most trying periods of my life there has only been one set of footprints in the sand. Why, when I needed you most, have you not been there for me?”

The Lord replied, “The years when you have seen only one set of footprints, my child, is when I carried you.”

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

I don't know anymore

I try not to let this bother me. I try not to let it get to me. Maybe if I don't think about it then I can get on with life. But it's not fair to me to ignore the problem and let it fester inside me. To let it grow within it is a pain that you cannot even imagine. I have tried to fix it but I have failed. I have tried to make it work but I have failed. I don't think I can try anymore.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Solitude Sunday

I am sitting inside of a Starbucks near my home. No one knows my name, no one knows my problems, no one knows what bothers me at night. It's peaceful here it's a change of pace from normal life. I can set my mind as ease and be free. Even if it is only 30 minutes. I just sit here without a care in the world at this moment. On this day of rest from the Lord ("King of Kings") I think I have found a small piece of solitude.