It's been a while since I been at this place. I thought this place no longer existed within me but I guess life has a way to bringing you back to where you belong. I don't think I can fight this anymore. I don't know what to do. I want to scream and run but I know I can't. To be the strong mean your able to stand up for what your normally afraid to do. I can't do that anymore.
I wanna just throw in the towel. I want to say I'm done you win. I will make people mad at me. I feel giving in winning and continue to fight losing this battle.
Please make demons in my head go away!