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It is cause of you my heart is cold. It is because of you I refuse to trust anyone. It is because of you that I stop eating, stop sleeping and I want to stop breathing. I wish I could have you, I wish you want me to be with you, to hold, and watch you grow. I cannot believe you can put me through this. I feel like I am dying inside it is because of you. I try to hide you its not working. I try to ignore you but you refused to be ignored. It is because of you I am alone. It is because of you I am scared. It is because of ....